Broken Heart

Not so long ago, I would't have imagined that would be the end
And that my life will reach a dead end, without you around
With nobody, with nobody at all to tell you, my shadow's life story
How I've remained caught here in this momentum, amongst now and yesterday
Counting again, over and over again the same second between night and day

I thought my words are screaming for themselves
Never stopping to listen to your own, never hearing what you have to say
Wondering now, where's the time when my words alone, were playing with your time
Wishing now that I still have that power, only to have time to tell you
That I'm sorry without talking with myself

I was sure, until you proved me wrong... I live without you, but it is only a spark
My life has no sense, no direction, no boundaries it's only spreads
In the attempt to mend broken fragments of my heart
But my heart is nowhere to be found, because you stole it and never left me to take it back.
Please return it , even if it's broken, I still love you and I want to apologize
For all the misery that my broken heart put your own little pure heart to

 Thanks for the inspiration : DJ VLK - Broken Heart Mix

Pozele inseala

Pozele inseala, ar fi trebuit sa stiu asta, in urma cu doar o toamna 

Dar nu am constietizat asta in timp, si am inceput sa devin usor nelinistit 

La inceput a fost un sentiment atat de deosebit, ma simteam...ca si cum asi fi fost indragostit 

Dar gandurile imi tot invaluiau usor mintea, si au rapus iubirea, neezitand sa imi distruga credinta 

Si nu a mai putut sa mai fie clipa in care sa nu tot repet numele tau, uitand de orice dumnezeu 

Si clipa in care sa nu te vad in fiecare fata pe care o zaream, spunand cu tarie in mintea mea "cat te iubeam..." 

Am irost nenumarate clipe incercand sa te sterg din suflet, inima si fiinta, 

Dar dupa fiecare batie de inima, fiinta mea te cerea inapoi, nevrand sa te lase uitarii chirie 

Si parca nu ma pot trezi din acel vis frumos, in care tu erai printesa din paradis, a regatului meu anost 

Visurile inseala, nu am avut puterea nici atunci si nici acum sa iti arat ca in inima ta curge o otrava mortala 

Buze coase cu fir de minciuna autentica, zac impietrite impiedicandu-te sa scoti cuvinte din inima ta nevrednica 

Incercand sa te inteleg, sa te simt pas cu pas am vrut sa ma apropiu de stilul tau, dar intre noi nu a existat un asa constrast de valori 

Crezand ca ochii tai sclipesc doar in lumina puternica a intelegerii, am ezitat sa vad adevaratul iad la maximul puterii 

Dar era doar o faclie aparuta din adancul abis, ce ma atragea spre el, sa raman in ei pe veci adancit in mister 

Iar parul tau, o mantie lucitoare de ramuri indreptate, catre inima mea, simpla, plina de sentimente create 

La fel de fragile ca frunzele desprinse de o adiere de vant ,mai cutezatoare in noapte 

La fel de sensibile, precum, corzile unei chitari, atinse de o mana moale 

Dar toate au fost in zadar caci nici sufletul tau nu se mai aprinde la vederea lunii de chihlimbar 

Am gresit, am luptat, am incercat, dar stelele dupa cer ,toate, in marea albastra, s-au innecat 

Si am crezut ca niciodata nu voi inceta sa sper, dar mi-am dat seama ca sunt mai slab decat am vrut sa cred 

Si totusi, din solul infierbantat m-am ridicat, stand , si ploaia ce cadea ma uda, crezand 

Asa cum cred si acum ca m-ai iubit, desi mintea,viata,inima, tu mi le-ai harnit cu amintiri patate cu venin 

Dar ganduri imi tot zboara catre tine, ofrande, cand mintea mea incepe usor, sa se gandeasca la lucruri , din ce in ce, mai tandre 

Desi tot amorul meu se zbate neputincios de sub talpa piciorului tau, tu m-ai invatat sa iubesc, desi acum este doar un mit 

Genunchii mei, scrijeliti de o durere apasatoare, ti-au cazut in fata.. inima mea fiind destul de graitoare 

-Oh, dar stai ! Imi amintesc acum, chipul tau nu este prea diferit de al ei, caci desi inima ma tradeaza, fiinta mea stie...Pozele inseala

 

Creata impreuna cu Vali


                 

I would die happy

Sometimes to give up means to fight and lose means a win
To lose something even before the start, when you were ready to fight with all your might
How blind she must be, for her not to see behind that selfish bastard act
My patched soul belongs not to me but to none other than her
And my heart that is bleeding, aching after the words that you said
Without thinking what glass shards they will be spitting on it
And if you leave aside my words, you will be able to see me
Me, the one who was always ready to lose it all just to win her heart ...
But now, all of that is in the past, and I’d rather give up my life
Than not to be able to hear her laugh again
And another chance to hear her say "Te iubesc"
With a voice which turned anger into smile, so many times
So you see....I'm happy to die, if this means she will be happy

                                          

Prima scanteie ...

Astepti prima scanteie, dintr-un numar inca neaflat
Si te incalzesti la cenusa , unei inimi ce inca nu te-a iertat.
Auzi, doar cum trozneste focul, insa nimic mai mult,
Propriul suflet te paraseste, nu mai are rost sa fie,
Constrans intr-o cochilie, a ceea ce candva
A fost o fiinta vie, pana sa iti dai seama ca iubirea, este doar o dezamagire.
Ai pierdut lupa, in curand si razboiul,
Doar pentru ca provenim din alte
Separate, straine lumi.
Si poti sa spui si sa dai vina, pe atatea lacrimi,
Ce tot au curs, ca focul s-a stins, sa ramana
Fumul unui nou inceput de luni.
Ca din atatea dorinte, doar doua
S-au aprins....Nu a fost iubire, stiu.
A fost un joc unde amandoi am trisat.

 

 

 

‎January ‎23

I will give you my heart
'Cause tonight I will brake myself apart
I've been thinking that you'll need
Her,nowdays the most !
'Cause when daylight faded into night
Reality is invaiding your dreams,
Your thoughts and you know
That there's no other way to change it
Just by taking the chance to make
One heart whole again
So I will give you my heart tonight
To take your nightmares places,
And maybe for something more
But my heart can do at most nothing
Without your love.
If you don't belive me ,close your eyes ,
There you'll see another blanck page
Of your life