Lifeless life

When you can't look at me with the same eyes
When everything, in between us dies
Every moment it feels like another life
Then I wonder why I forget how to cry
But this is the path I've choice for my life
Just pain and self decay

When I live without a life
Waiting for a frist tear to cry
Every cloudless day remembering the frist touch of her lips
From some forgotten nights
But now, nights are silent
Not even hearing the beating of my own heart