Am I not Human ?

Am I not human ?
For not feeling at all,
After I loved you, even when you were lying ...
Yet, you are the one who blames, when my heart had dried.
Repeating, that I'm not the one you want to be,
Words without substance, meant to hurt me ...  
And if you know what I meant, then I've hit a spot,
Maybe I'm not as heartless as you thought !
Am I not human ?
For choosing this path,
Beeing constantly at war, between love and not feeling at all ?

        

For M.H.

Only words ...

Eyes that won't see the same way ...
This is the story where the ending is the same
With the beginning, or maybe it's a way to say,
That everything was just a dream.
And all that remains is only bitter taste,
Which is left behind after every rain
For you and I ...
I was gone for far too long,
It might be the time to wake up,
And make a stand for all that I believe,
You said that you don't believe in words,
But "words" are what used to leave these scars before !
Both me and you, know better, words, are what
Changed our lives and what makes so many dreams
To come true ...